Bpd person in captivity in India:

Why do i feel like i am cages…stuck…suffocating…cant breathe…am anxious everytime my girls step out alone in this country…i am scared….i dont think i will last like this… I am beyond my breaking point… I keep returning for my girls Today…i have made a decision to close my business. I have chosen me and my […]

Adopt me. Adopt someone!

Adopt me… Adopt a person Become their guardian angel Give unconditional love Dont break their trust Stay tuned in with them with your energy…give energy…its a good thing. Dont touch them….let them be free Help them find the gift they were born with. I will walk on fours…if you gimme love!

Dream travel:

I had a dream…. I travelled to the waters…and stood on the beach and watched the waves…watched them to see if they are crossing the safety lines…..saw the green trees in the background. I willed it to be safe… Because my daughter is coming there to play…she is smiling…. The ocean…the trees …the sand…the universe […]

I feel i am suffocating:

I am making amazing progress with my seeing my symptoms of BPD …seeing the triggers…questioning my actions… But… My depression gotten outta hand last xouple of weeks… because i started connecting dots…and a picture started to emerge…i see things clearly…factually…based on facts rather than feelings. I saw i was all alone with my 2 girls…trying […]

Survival of the Bpd people in India:

“The problem is not our differences, but our judgement of each other, and the indifference towards it. By pathologising, stigmatising and marginalising intense people, the world is sitting on a gold mine without knowing it, and we are being held back in progression as a collective. ” (quoting) I have lived with bpd for 50 […]

Bpd woman in india claims the Moon…

Some memories some triggers A quiet storm….i feel inside I read yesterday….blogs of a few people…who are living and writing about how i feel….i can see a part of me in every writer…. The war has been waging for years now…..fathers loosing their daughters to unknown death…mothers suffering…teens craving love… Mental vs physical….mental Wins! I […]

I am a Stigma…in India

I learnt the difference between the two words and also what they mean…since i did not know the meaning. I didnt realize it applied to me! Stigma is a noun. My conversation with my younger daughter (D) … Raina: : I am a stigma because i have BPD ..a illness. Dotty : what… what is […]