Category: abuse

https://themoon.in/2018/07/01/looking-for-magnets-a-mentally-cussed-woman-in-bangalore/ Two years ago….when everything about me was…BPD Today, I am free of labels and some magnets found me…kind and real people. I am smiling and sad…at the memory of this time…2 years ago….

I wrote this 2 years ago…. Wow…how true was this…I realized today when I happen chanced upon it. The fog has cleared and the sun breathes in me everyday…keeps me hopeful and gives me strength to exist in the universe… 🙂 https://themoon.in/2018/06/18/coming-out-of-our-shells/

Hope…I lost it. Couldnt find it… Heard about it But knew not what it meant Until yesterday… I understood It’s that feeling I wake up with… That gives me strength for yet another day… I asked the universe…dont let me loose hope please When I lost it, I didnt want it anymore…in fact I hated […]

Actually, the impact is on mental as well as physical well being. At any given point in my life, I have acted upon the facts presented to me. I know I am living honestly and trusting others who surround me. It’s the perfect scenario. Then why am I getting sick, on anti depressants, tummy aches, […]

It’s like watching a suspense thriller or a horror movie, where the audience keep urging the victim to run for her life, because the killer is hiding or coming after her. Imagine waking up angry, and you dont know why? A. Because you are crazy and meds not working B. You had a bad dream […]

So…many little things kept happening and my reaction or the way I behaved was mostly anger, crying or being busy. Mind you….R is waking up in the morning and does not know she is being lied to. She trusts Him, no questions asked So, If she gets angry, its because an intuitive sense is sounding […]

Well….the morning I found out I was pregnant, I did the kit and a blue line appeared. I put it in an envelope and wrote loving words and woke him up. I was grinning But He didn’t say anything. He gave me that look that I had done something wrong. Now, we have to deal […]

Judge: why didnt you get a divorce then, if you were unhappy n fighting? You could have saved yourself some time… (I said to myself: 23 years worth of time and youthful years…is a long long time) (ofcourse I know it was all part of a plan, and all the dots have connected and I […]

Charge: murder of choices R made. So, i was thinking how to get back here and writing and be able to reach others out there in this universe, who could hear me and have that cathartic moment when somethings start to make sense, peices start to fall in place, it just feels familiar, …..because, that […]