Judge: why didnt you get a divorce then, if you were unhappy n fighting? You could have saved yourself some time… (I said to myself: 23 years worth of time and youthful years…is a long long time) (ofcourse I know it was all part of a plan, and all the dots have connected and I […]
Category: abuse
Case #2020, Part 2: the yr I got married
What happened in February 2017? So, 23 years ago…hmm Your honor….I was in Kansas that time. I got a call from Dad…lizzy my dog at home died. I was in disbelief and distraught and reached out to this ex guy I had dated coz I had shared with him how Lizy was the world to […]
Case #2020: Crime: murder n so on..
Charge: murder of choices R made. So, i was thinking how to get back here and writing and be able to reach others out there in this universe, who could hear me and have that cathartic moment when somethings start to make sense, peices start to fall in place, it just feels familiar, …..because, that […]
Looking for kindness …
Looking for kindness in the faces of strangers… That’s where I started…when i realized my relationships and people around me were abusive…and what is abuse? We hold certain powers and when we try to or control others from this place of power…its not good. That’s what is called abuse. So, I said to myself…how do […]
Trying to begin…
Am not averse to self isolation, so the imposed isolation due to virus and the lockdown from the government is not affecting me. Yet, I am getting triggered I had maids cleaning the house and cooking some for me. Now, no maids are allowed, so I have to step up and do whatever needs done. […]
Trying to Envision a future for me:
So, here I am. Today. I got a divorce a month ago, after 23 years of marriage and decades of abuse. Still disbelief that I did it. I did it. Still not sunk in I feel…. I want to share the story behind my “I did it” with you, the universe, because this is the […]
