Took 53 years of roaming on the ground
Searching for sex love a date someone to cuddle with me
Sense of smell
The universe was watching out for me…
When my knees buckled
Standing at my window
Gazing at the moon
I had just come back from the mental hospital
And at that moment I felt my knees buckled and I whispered to Universe…
Ab naa hogaa humsey
I can’t do it…I give up…let me die…just lemme die…am finished…
nd I rose from that ground…earth its called
The moon was listening
My whispers were carried by the winds to the Moon
The water within me rushed around to help me get up
Sun was smiling in America
The stars in the sky are my wishes come true
The sky is 50 shades of blue …hehe
The trees kept a watch on me
Refueled me when I was running low…hehe
Recognized it was the earth that didn’t let me fall
It held me
Thank you all….I thank you
It kept me steady and walking….sometimes barefoot coz I needed it…I was suicidal and getting ready to jump infront of traffic….
In my heart I have always wanted to live…
Fall in love, hold hands and walk, sunsets, water fights with kids …smiles…laughter…
I dreamt of a very different life for me…
And its all coming true.
The story unfolds here…. 😉
And all of you…this where it all started…
I read you…I listened…I understood, I felt, I related….
My healing began with you here….
My Dad never left me….he’s here with me….in my heart and my soul and my strength that comes from him to me.
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