A Plan: by a Beautiful girl in Bangalore

I died last night

I am reborn again…

Still in incubator

I have died many times before

Everytime I hurt my own children

Everytime I loose control

Every time I can’t breathe

Everytime I cry when my soul is ripped

I break a little inside

I want to be the mother I used to be

I can be

But sometimes I wanna be me…the sick me…

It escapes

Breaks through my smiles

And shows it’s ugly face…

I beat it

I am not scared

I can bare my teeth

Today….I am…focussed and still.

Should I be scared?

I know no fear I feel no fear

Watch me….you will see the real me…

Universe breaths in me!

thank you for listening

Rain ah 🙂


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An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.


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