A Road less travelled by a BPD person in Bangalore:

Morning Sunshine…

Have you eaten anything

How are you feeling

What do you wish

What are your dreams

Can I give you something…hugs

Who are you

I am still playing the lost n found game….hide and seek….show and tell?

Can I write what i feel? Am scared…is it ok? Will I loose my girls love for me? I have tried my best to protect them and love them and hug them and refused to leave them! But i saw last week how they have also been victims of gaslighting. I was so much focussed on my pain and they are little girls…but we 4 sustain it everyday…

Will people hurl rocks at me….mentally fuck me…coz I can’t take any more pain. And i am really starting to worry about the world.


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An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.


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