I am lost…
Can i allow myself to hide …find BPD as an excuse for my behavior…
Which is inexcusable…
I received the following note from my therapist…when i reached out to her….
I cant stop crying…i was very bad towards my family
. Yes Raina, you did behave badly towards your family. This behaviour was because you were ill and didn’t know it. Now that you are aware of your illness and are being treated, you can begin to make amends with them.
I WANT to save someone from my kind of PAIN/ ILLNESS.
Happiness is POSSIBLE to be felt !