Instead of screaming and shouting in fruatration because nobody understands me…
I NOW see how so much Of WHAT i want to say…gets lost in translation.
I am not articulate. And communicating with people is a challenge. I get fruatrated because nobody is able to see what i see..to picture WHAT i believe….What i wanna say….i dont find words quickly….which makes me feel like screaming sometimes.
(I play this game with my daughtwrs where i take 2 steps back….and shout ERASE THAT….and then i make a second attempt….take 2 steps forward and explain again. They wait and laugh n don’t mind my blumbering)
i have no noise in my head…i can see clearly as FAR as my naked eye can see and beyond that i really cldnt give a fuck.
I am Choosing ….i am making my choices !!