I wanted to do it all…never asked for help…i was wrong!

Instead of screaming and shouting in fruatration because nobody understands me…

I NOW see how so much Of WHAT i want to say…gets lost in translation.

I am not articulate. And communicating with people is a challenge. I get fruatrated because nobody is able to see what i see..to picture WHAT i believe….What i wanna say….i dont find words quickly….which makes me feel like screaming sometimes.

(I play this game with my daughtwrs where i take 2 steps back….and shout ERASE THAT….and then i make a second attempt….take 2 steps forward and explain again. They wait and laugh n don’t mind my blumbering)

i have no noise in my head…i can see clearly as FAR as my naked eye can see and beyond that i really cldnt give a fuck.

I am Choosing ….i am making my choices !!

Posted in BPD.

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