• Discrimination between Mental illness and Physical Illness:

    I have news for you…this illness can immobilise you…put you in a chair…you can loose YEARS…and decades and might even die not knowing “the answers” to “the pain you lived within”, some may loose their mind and end up in hospitals….MOST will continue to hide / not accept the POSSIBILITY !! BUT, there is only… Continue reading

  • My symptoms realized…its like a puzzle falling in place…

    Trusting wrong people Not being able to say NO….because I believed ! Taking on the personality of any new person i meet…and start imitating their lives…not realizing that i am a different person. For 48 years i got by…..Imitating the world. I mean….look around….everybody has a NORMAL life… so DID I. I went to school,… Continue reading

  • A Poem

    This is written for the moon by Shristi Agarwal, 13 year old…she has aptly captured the soul of my brand…”La Lune…the Moon” A moon in the Sky A jewel in the Sea A corner of art Saved up for me Beauty and Hope Imagination in your hand A ghostly white ship Has docked on the… Continue reading

  • Coming outta my shell: I have BPD

    Borderline personality disorder BPD Dr. S told me…you have BPD. I remember that day. I started to cry, when Dr. S  started describing very aptly what I felt inside, what I had been going through, and that it had a name…it was a illness! I wish today, that he would have called my next of… Continue reading

  • First blog post

    This is the post excerpt. Continue reading

  • The Moon & the Tree

    The moon n the Tree Story by R Once there stood a tree One morning it looked at other trees and thought they looked so beautiful n full of life with their lush green leaves n flowers, so happy n full of life. Then it looked in the mirror and said…I cant be a tree?!!… Continue reading

  • Today on American Soil

    Touchdown The wheels of the airplane unfolded and my chanting became fervent. Skies looked blue, the sun was shinning but my thoughts were with my dog M, who was in the undercarriage of the plane. I closed my eyes and told myself we ll be fine, not knowing what that meant. The wheels touched down… Continue reading

  • After the before

    Lots of eye water Moon in sight Universe give me strength… Continue reading

  • What was I doing?

    So…what do I do the whole day…ummWake upSit outside with coffeeProcess my dreamsFeel the breeze, talk to the skyDo tarot cardsSmoke ofcourseThen do 13 to 15kms on bikeLift weightsStand in the sunTalk to the universeWorry n plan a menu for sonaThen pick 3 things to achieve…tax, email, selling stuff etcShowerLunchRead murder mysteriesSleep or read moreWatch… Continue reading

  • Afterthebefore.life

    https://www.instagram.com/p/CViHENzhifN/?utm_medium=copy_link Continue reading

  • If I wouldn’t do to you…

    …..then I won’t tolerate either! …R What’s R talking about? Continue reading

  • Water: Healing in progress

    #waterforlife#healing#waterandearthpower#waterheals View this post on Instagram A post shared by The Ninth Sense (@theninthsense.life) Continue reading

  • Healers are healing…

    Look what found me! #xuttingtrees#abuse#trauma#exposed#vulnerable#mqkeothersgiggle#swing#hopewishdream View this post on Instagram A post shared by The Ninth Sense (@theninthsense.life) Continue reading

  • Being Shy…not a disorder!

    Beauty being shy….#gender#bullying#thesun#wisdom#strengthafterabuse#healing#Abuse#gaslighting#wasteoflife View this post on Instagram A post shared by The Ninth Sense (@theninthsense.life) Continue reading

About Me

An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.