Once upon a time…there was a Dad. He had a little girl who made him smile everytime he looked at her. He was my world.
He gave me the Moon, ..love, validation, smiles and a red color motorcycle. Then one day he died. I didn’t realise. I just sought him…wished he would come back. Coz he would never ever judge me, always gave me unconditional love.
A year after I lost him, I was diagnosed with BPD. Borderline Personality Disorder.
the Moon, is a story, of my journey to recover from a illness. A illness to which I lost most of my life. A illness which is real, as real as me! You need to know…you need to understand. I need to understand what is BPD…am just starting to discover the real me….
I just know that I want to be my Daddy’s girl” again….find my memories of who I was and what took over my life, what happened?
The Moon is real……my rock, a place to escape, a place to reflect and TODAY….to share and to heal …
My name is Raina Sahu, daughter of Prof. R. K. Sahu and Dr. (Mrs.) Sarla Sahu
I have two teen daughters and Mr. Moose on four legs …and Mr. Bob in a bowl.
I have a clothing store…the Tuckshop.. which Shutting down end of July 2018. I have been sick so much and I am just not making money. I have built and kept this shop…for 9 years but I can now see how it took a toll on me…doing business in India…what was i thinking!?
I have been living in my balcony for the past 3 yrs…its my Moon.
My wish is to be free!
My wish is to go back home to USA!
I just have to get a bit stronger…and i will fight for my freedom…to take back my life. I was fine…Bangalore made me depressed and gave me BPD !